Sunday, May 10, 2009

so we just sit on a bench or stare at our shoes

Nothing to do or say. An emotionless day...I'm lying. 

I wish I could freeze time, just stop it for a couple hours, days, weeks or maybe even years.

i ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
yeah, you know the feeling
without much hope just blind ambition
pretending that there's nothing missing
I always kept believing that...
more, I thought if I had more I wouldn't get so bored
but everything just left me empty
love walking in and out of my door
wasn't good enough no more
when I don't trust myself life really sucks and...

What's Good For Me - Lucy Woodward

epitome of my life at the moment


Baśka said...

but you look good as always. time really sucks!

Life In Technicolor. said...

hey ruta!
its good to be back...but you dont sound too optimistic! :( whatever it is, dont lose sight of what's important to you in life. :) after all emotions are what make us human. i must say your blazer reminds me of dries van noten fw09 check it out
take care ok!

andrea xxooxx
Life In Technicolor

Frock Around the Clock said...

Love the blazer! Finally got round to doing the tag - hope you are feeling a bit happier soon! :) x

(Encyclo)lydia said...

I love the mixed blue hues!
And I'm glad my little high school speech tidbit reached out to you! That is the best thing about writing my blog entries and I hope that there is always someone who can identify with what I write like you did :)

milk said...

I hope you feel better. I just got out of a phase like that. I love the dress. and the blazer.

Victoria-H said...

Thank you dear ! :) Oh, yes, I can see that- I'd rather go to the beach too, for sure. I had a great time .
good luck with your essays though!

Vintage Vinyl said...

Woah! Contrary to usual, I was not on the subway that day. You saw a doppleganger! Ah!